Live

there was nothing romantic, or any bullshit. it was just the two of us. two friends who found love in each others company. as much as i lost the love idk why your still the only one i can think about. how id rather stay up all night thinking about us versus crying myself to sleep. i know i deserve better. you didnt wanna give me what ever couple needed. i know i disgust most but why wouldn’t you give it to me? you said you loved me. I felt like i was your mother giving you the support you so lacked from her and everyone else in your life. god i hate youu you broke your promise and now i am breaking apart. all the stupid shit you put me through looking back gives me hope that i made the right choice and then i think of the good times we shared. how can i be so alone.i have no one to hold me and as i sit here balling my eyes. i wonder whats the point?

losing you made me realize how many people i really do have by my side. in fact i give so much of myself to others and never receive the same when i need it the most. reality sets in that the friends you thought you had truly just used you for their own sake.